Sailor Moon is copyright 1992 by Naoko Takeuchi. North American Rights for Sailor Moon are owned by D.I.C. Rating: PG-13 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Part I - Recovery Epilogue By the end of November, the five had grown very close. Although they each had their own lives to attend to and did not see each other as much as they would have liked, they kept in touch through the telephone, e-mail, chat, and periodic lunches at El Café. Jiro's boss had been able to get him the job. He now worked under Hiroshi & Son. He spent his days fighting for abused wives and children. When he received the job, he moved in with Kiyoshi. He could no longer stay in a hotel, because he was no longer on vacation. Kiyoshi was working part time as a martial arts instructor, and was in his last year at Azabu Institute. As of now, he was planning on opening his own martial arts gym. It could start out small and then expand. Noriko was nick named Riko by the other guys, just because it was shorter; Usagi, however, still preferred Noriko, claiming it was more sophisticated. He was still working at the restaurant, The Cheesecake Factory. It was apparently very popular in America and the company had decided to try and expand it. He shared an apartment with Zared in Juubangai. Usagi seemed hesitant to visit them sometimes, again prompting curiosity. Zared had decided that he wanted to get a job as a physical therapist. He enrolled at the same school Kiyoshi was attending and held a part-time intern job at Tokyo Hospital. Usagi was still volunteering at the hospital. She and Mia remained close, and she continued to do better than expected in school. She never got over what she saw that one October day. But she had learned to deal with it. After all, what more could she do? He had gotten on with his life; she could at least pretend she was doing the same. Though the five were close, personal aspects of their lives had yet to surface. Nishia - one of the waitresses at El Café - stretched out her arms above her head and arched her back, standing on her toes. "Man, talk about an afternoon rush!" she exclaimed to Kai. He only smiled and said, "Oh, it wasn't that bad." "Maybe 'cause you preferred to hide behind the counter and push buttons while she ran around the room!" Usagi retorted, while grabbing a seat at the counter. Kai grinned as Nishia walked away. "Hey, you," a familiar voice greeted, while pulling on Usagi's ponytail. "Don't pull my hair, Jiro! That's so 6th grade," she said while batting his hands away. "Well, SOR-REE! Ms. Maturity," he threw back at her. She rolled her eyes and merely said, "Get a life." "I have one, thank-you-very-much." "One that's worth something, dear." Jiro clutched his hands over his heart. "The pain I endure, so she is blessed by my presence!" he said dramatically. "Blessed?" Usagi echoed. "If this is blessed, I hope to God I am never cursed." Jiro pouted, while the four other men present watched rolled their eyes and Usagi smiled sweetly. Even Kai had gotten used to their daily spats. It was actually amusing at times. Usagi sat down next to her surrogate brothers and listened to their conversation, as Kai went back to work. They were talking about sports or something. She didn't really care, so she let her mind wander. 'So much has happened in the four months I've known them. I'm more open. I can even look at the senshi now. I don't turn away anymore. I have my self-confidence back - at least some of it. I can talk to them; I can trust them. But they still don't know. They don't know who I am. They don't know what's happened. They don't know about the senshi. Or about Mamoru.' Usagi's eyes misted over slightly, and she stared at the counter. 'I can't tell them. I trust them, but it hurts so much.' '_Can_ you tell them?' a voice asked. 'Of course I can. If I wanted to . . .' 'You can't tell them. You can't because you know they'll scorn you. They'll agree with everything Mamoru said.' 'No! They'd be on my side! They're _MY_ friends!' 'And the senshi were . . . what?' 'I can trust them! I know I can!' Something similar to laughter sounded. 'I can . . . can't I?' Usagi's faced twisted into something similar to desperation and confusion. "Usagi. Usagi. Usagi! Hel-LO! Earth to Usagi! Usagi, come in! Houston, we have a problem!" Noriko called. Usagi's head snapped up. She let her eyes focus before frowning. "Who's Houston?" Noriko and Zared looked at each other. Both mumbled, "Never mind." Jiro frowned at them slightly before turning to Usagi. "You okay? You kinda zoned out on us." "Mmm . . . I'm okay." "You sure?" Kiyoshi asked, unconvinced. Usagi looked into their faces and saw they weren't buying it. She pasted on a smile. "I'm fine!" she insisted. "It's just that school's been stressing me out lately . . . And I'm worried about Mia; she might have another operation," she added. They nodded their heads, not completely believing her, but not knowing what else to say. They resumed their conversation. Usagi stared at the band on stage. 'I can tell them. I really can! And I will!' ' . . . Just not today.' ~ ~ ~ End ~ ~ ~ Author's Notes: Hey guys! Can you believe it? I actually got this far! Woohoo! =) Anyways, a couple people emailed me saying the story started to lag. Sorry. After the next couple of chapters, things start rolling. Seriously! Stay with me, k? Another thing: For those of you who know who Kiyoshi, Jiro, Noriko, and Zared are, _they_ don't know who they are yet. In the next part, I am going to introduce the senshi (finally). Also, I'm gonna get more into what's going on with Mamoru and Leslie (the girl he was kissing). It _is_ of relevance. When I started this story, I had a set ending in mind. Now, I'm not so sure. People have been emailing me about Usagi getting with Mamoru, Seiya, or Jiro. So, now, I have no idea what my ending's gonna be. We're very far from the ending, trust me on that. But I'm just saying - if anyone has any ideas . . . feel free. If you guys didn't know, I am developing this into a series. I don't know why. I think it'd just be better. I'm hopin' you guys will keep reading. To all the people who have emailed me: THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! It's great knowing that people are reading my story. And a couple people have given me some ideas. So, again, I'm open to all criticism, comments, and ideas. Thanks for reading! HoNeY hnymustd@hotmail.com 4/21/00