Title: Whirlwind of fate By: Silver sun Genre: Alternate Reality Rate: PG Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com AN: Here's chapter 1! *Squeals with delights* It's getting better and better. Chapter 1 I didn't know if it was attraction or it was pure hatred, but for some weird reason, Romeo and Juliet never got along. We bickered like an old married couple. So we spent the first rehearsal harassing each other. How charming! He made a pretty good Romeo, I've gotta admit that. And his looks, wow, I had nothing to complain there. But his only problem was that he's got a personality of a goat. He treated people like all of us were stones, who had no feelings. He was so insensitive. I didn't know why, looks were never really important to me, but I could never hate him. He jut had this mysterious aura around him that reminded me of someone who had lost his soul through some unfortunate events. I would know that, because I was exactly like that when my mum died. I had locked myself away from life, shut my heart and feelings. But I knew he had a heart somewhere. I didn't know if it was fate, but I'd always found myself bumping into him after that fateful day. We saw each other a couple of times per week for the play, but we never talked much. To me, having to play and say meaningless words to a guy meant nothing whatsoever, but saying those words to him, made me nervous somehow. It was almost like I was pouring my soul out to some stranger. Darien caused enough troubles himself, but all those blasted females, orbited around him like asteroids were the most annoying. I had only known him for a week, but every time he turned up for rehearsals, he'd come with a different girl. He was famous with his dating routine. Never one twice. Sometimes, I hated him for that. Everyone knew that he didn't want to date them, but he dated them nonetheless. I wondered if he was trying to prove something, to someone or rather himself. I didn't know, but I cared somehow, I've always cared. I'd always noticed little details about him, the way his eyes danced when he smirked, the way he walked solemnly through the hall, the way his shoes always echoed the stone steps. It was so hard to ignore him, it was so hard to tell myself how much I didn't care or care. I was like a morph, blindly and foolishly flew to the flame, a flame of which he'd always managed to maintain. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Oh Lita, wait up will ya?" I shouted across the hall, hair flying around my shoulder, books and costumes stopping my view, and my legs running like mad. I didn't know if I imagined it, but I knew it was him before I looked up. We'd run into each other like usual, but that day there was just something different, almost like the wind had changed, the air smelled sweeter. My books fell to the floor, my costumes were dropped. I bumped into him rather hard. I breathed in his brilliant cologne, and enjoyed the sweet scent, and imagining a forest with roses, millions roses . He took a step back. 'Clink' My glasses fell to the floor, and broke. I looked down, panicked, like an instinct, I kneeled down the floor and my hands flew to cover my face. Suddenly I felt his hands on mine, he touched my arms, and drew them back. I saw his eyes, and I realised that there was something different. I felt warmth, care and protection through his gaze. He continued to stare at me, and he spoke, ever so softly. "Careful, Princess..." I felt so unguarded under his gaze, Slowly I let go of his grip, picking my broken glasses, I stood up and muttered. "Thanks..." "You should take off your glasses more often, Serena, and show off your eyes" He said. "There's nothing to show off in my eyes, Darien" I replied "But there is, Meat Ball Head -he paused and his eyes twinkles with amusement at my new name. I touched my hair, and breathed in hard - Your eyes show vulnerability, innocent, they tell the tale of a far away sea, with foreign, lands and exotic flowers. And you're telling me there's nothing to show off about?" He laughed, this time not with mockery, but sincerities. I stared at him strangely. " What have you eaten today, my beloved Romeo?", my hands reached out to touch his forehead. He didn't laugh this time, but he just continued to look at me deeply in the eyes, and he took my hand into his, his head came closer, and closer.... I felt my knees shaking, my head screaming with alarms, my voice was barely a whisper. "My beloved Romeo, what on Earth do you think you're doing...." "Just shut up for once, Juliet" With that, his lips were on mine, so soft, almost like he was afraid of breaking me. My eyes were close, and I felt his soul reaching out towards mine. Witchery, it seemed he did to me. My lips slowly parted, and.... "Serena...-Lita was caught staring at us. Her mouth hanging open in shock. Darien turned around, his eyes were drawn with realisation. He shook his head slightly. And one second he was away from me, he stepped away quickly. "I'll see you around, then...Meatball Head" And with that he was gone. I stared at his lanky form disappearing off in the hallway. Lita was shaking me and bombarding me with questions. I didn't care, and honestly I didn't hear a single word she was saying. Have you ever wondered what it's like to be in a unrealistic love. A wondrous love with no rules, no limitations, no boundaries. I wanted that. I didn't want the realistic kind of love where two people get together just because they were happy with each other, or they were good for each other, or they fit each other well. I want to love someone, who could complete me, who without, my life would mean nothing. He, in return would love me more than anything in the world, who would sacrifice everything for me, who couldn't love without me. Call me selfish. But I could never be happy with a fairy tale love, I want a fiery passionate one. I want much more than just a husband, who works at day, then return home, kiss me on the cheeks, pay me a couple of compliments on my cooking, who I could never argue with. It's boring. And I don't want a boring life. Darien. After that day, I almost thought I was in love with him. He liked me. He did. Otherwise, he wouldn't have kissed me, right? Right? I allowed myself think like that for a week. I couldn't be myself any more whenever I was close to him in class. I would act like a silly school girl, with a crush on some white prince, shining in armour. He didn't seem to notice the change. He acted as if nothing had happened that day. Or may be he pretended that nothing did. I assumed that he was a good actor. So I kept on dreaming and dreaming. Someone said it was safe to live in a dream world. Where you never have to face the truth, the big bad wolf who calls itself reality. Until' one day, my dream was shattered into pieces. He came into English class, with the arrogant smirk on his face as always. But then I saw her, Beryl Buckingham, his latest conquer. And at that moment I suddenly realised how foolish I was to think that Darien Chiba would have liked me. Here I was thinking that I was in love with him, daydreamed that we would get married some day, and I'll always be his Meat Ball Head. I was like a naïve child, who'd never seen the colour of the sky and assumed that it'd always be blue. Then one day, I wake up and realise that the sky is black with storms and thunders. I was sick. I was sick for a whole week. I asked to withdraw from my English class. Raye, Amy and Lita were concerned. I told them I was fine. I lied to them, and to myself. I told myself that it'll be fine. Then when I came back, I heard that Darien Chiba had left Havard. To where, I knew not, and I pretended that I didn't care. That went my first love. Years of my naivety had gone. 4 years later, I graduated. I became a writer. I got rid of my glasses, not because his opinions mattered. Because I was convinced that I have beautiful eyes. Raye, Amy and Lita were still my best friends. Lita got a job at a restaurant, Amy became a doctor, being the smartest of us all, and Raye, who would have thought became a singer. But there was someone else in my life who made me happy. Seiya is his name. My boyfriend. I met him at a book signing session. It was my first publish so not many people came, he was one of the few people. Then he asked me out, and now we live a happy life. I gave up my wondrous love silly dream. Seiya was the kind of boyfriend who made me happy, who helped me through my toughest years. This is what I've always dreamt about when I was little. Life was good. Until' someone else had to come back and entered the picture. Darien Chiba To be continued.....