Title: Whirlwind of fate
By: Silver sun
Genre: Alternate Reality
Rate: PG
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: Ok, everyone, come closer, I have an announcement to make: I DO
NOT OWN SAILORMOON!!!!! So stop asking me to write stupid 
disclaimers...^^;;,
I'm Ok, everyone!
A.N: Thank you to all of you who had emailed me, either it was love letters,
or death threats, I really appreciated it, and I'd like to say to all of 
you:
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
But I love Ki-chan above all, because she is the best sister in the whole
world!!! *hugs Ki-chan* here, chapter 6 is for you! Onee-chan!
To Mel, thanks for sparing a few minutes to read my story, even though I 
know
you hate mushy romance!
And last but not least, I'd like to thank...MYSELF, for being such a
wonderful writer!! ^^;;, he he, I was only joking, people, don't freak 
out...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Mama, did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, I loved him, and I probably will always, he was someone that my 
heart
aches for always, it belongs to that person. Daddy didn't share my feelings,
and he couldn't read my heart, but he made my heart go light, and my heart
belongs to him now. He'd taken it away."
"But then, why did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, Love is a very selfish thing, it doesn't allow you to choose who to
love, you'll just love. You'll fall hopelessly in love, and then just to
realise that you shouldn't have"
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And then I knew. I realised. That though how much, my heart was trying to
deny it, those feelings, they just kept coming back, and repeated over and
over and over again. Everything that I'd taught myself to believe in,
everything that I made myself to believe, my world, the walls that I'd built
around myself, everything came shattering down into pieces.

Then I realised the one simple fact.
I was still in love with the blasted man.

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Whirlwind of Fate
Chapter 6
By Silver Sun
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com ! *hints hints*

The moon shone brightly over my head, I could smell the faintly smell of
roses around me. I was standing on top of the hill, looking down towards the
village. The smell of burnt salamis, and through the windows I could see the
lights dimly glowed. I'd never felt so warm and free.
Taking off my shoes, so I could feel the cool, damp surface of the Earth. I
ran down the hill, towards him.
He was standing there, with a smudged smile on his face. His eyes twinkled
with amusement at my childishness. He called out teasingly.
"Meat Ball Head..."
I laughed along him. Our laughter blended together, like a string of musical
notes. I ran to him, not caring if I tripped over, or hurt my self. The wind
blew and tickled my face. Finally, I was there, in his arms. He gently
stroked my hair, and I laid my head on his chest. I felt protected and 
loved.
Everything was so clear and perfect. I was content and happy. He softly
whispered into my ears.
"Meat Ball Head..."
I stayed there, like I had always longed to stay there. But his voice grew
urgent, and he gently shook my shoulders.
"Meat Ball Head, wake up"
"Wake up!"
His voice echoed in my head, slowly opening my eyes, I could dimly made out
his face. The moon was still there, and I could still smell the smell of the
roses. But he was more solid this time. I saw his face, and again he smiled.
I sighed. So I was dreaming.
It was all but a dream, nothing more.
I must have fallen asleep when we were dancing. He smiled at me.
His smile was so warm and sheepishly that I couldn't help but smile back at
him.
"Welcome back, Princess"
I felt my stomach gave a little squeeze, he always knew just what to say to
give me that light-headed, fuzzy feeling.
Then I suddenly realised how awkward it must have been for him to hold me
like that. I was hugging him tightly, my head was on his chest, and my hands
were clutching his so tightly. A slight shade or red slowly made its way to
my face. I tried to sat up, groggily, only to make him chuckle.
I blushed, feeling embarrassed, and silly under his gaze. I felt my 
heartbeat
quicken.
"Hey"
"Hey yourself, Meat Ball Head"
I laughed. "What happened to the gentleman act, calling a lady, princess?"
"Oh, it got flushed down the toilet, when the lady fell asleep and drooled
all over the gentlemen" He answered back evenly.
"I did not drool all over your shirt, Darien"
"Oh yes you did"
"Did not"
"Did too"
"Did n..never mind, I'll let you win this time, Oh My Great gallant Lord" I
poked out my tongue at him childishly.
He laughed at my gesture. It always amazed me how he laughed at the littlest
things that I did.
Casually, he asked.
"So how was your birthday, today, Meat Ball Head?"
"It was OK, I guess"
"OK? Didn't Seiya have a little something planned out?" It was something in
his voice that I couldn't pick up. But there was something, strange, that I
had never heard in his voice before.
"Yes" I said.
And suddenly I felt happy, it was thanks to Seiya that I realised who I was
really in love with. I smiled at him, feeling happy.
"Darien, there's something that I'd like you to know. Seiya, he..."
He hushed me, a sign of disappointment and hurt in his eyes.
"No, don't tell me, Meat Ball Head, it's none of my business"
Oh, Yes, Yes, it was your business, Darien, my mind screamed at him. Then I
saw it again in his eyes, a strange emotion, like waves of the ocean,
wavering and hovering over our heads.
"What's wrong, Darien?"
He didn't say anything, but he simply took my hands in his.
"Meat Ball Head, nothing is wrong, I just don't want to know, that's all"
I tried to search for it in his eyes. But he closed himself before me.
But, didn't he understand? How important it was?
"But you don't understand, it's very important, I, I..."
Then suddenly, he stood up hurriedly, a strange look crossed his handsome
feature.
"No, Serena, don't"
Serena, the word lingered in my head. He never called me Serena. Damn it,
Darien, I love you. I silently screamed. He saw the hurt in my eyes. 
Carefully,
he sat down, his thumbs gently stroked my fingers.
"Serena, whatever your decision was. I'm happy for you. But please, think
about it, It might not be the right choice. Is it really what you want ? Ask 
your heart that. Serena, you deserve a safe and happy family"
'Yes, Damn it, I've never been so sure in my life'. I felt tears brimming at
the back of my eyes. It might not be the right choice? Ask my Heart? I
silently played his words over and over in my head. He didn't love me. He
didn't want me to choose him over Seiya. He wanted me safe and happy with
Seiya. Hurt and anguish washed over me, then suddenly, reality hit me like
a ton of bricks, he didn't love me.
Like a tide of emotions, which had been hidden and denied for so
long, awakening in me. I said firmly.
"Darien Chiba, I know what I want. Don't you dare tell me what to think"
He turned around so I couldn't see his face. Taking the black coat in his
hands. I heard his voice clearly and firmly.
"Good bye, Serena"
So like that, he left. I stood there at the balcony, silent and emotionless.
I couldn't care to keep up the cold act anymore. I cried, tears
streaming down my face. Bitter and salty tears, just like my cruel fate.
I saw his form disappeared. My hot tears washed over me, like rivers
and water falls. I laughed.
I've loved him. For almost an eternity, with all my heart, my blood, with
tears and laughs. But the bold fact stared at me in the face.
He didn't love me.
I didn't care anymore, wherever it is that fate might take me. I won't stop,
like a seed of a flower, I shall keep flying and moving, forever free, and
drowned in the twisted Whirlwind of Fate.
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